So I took a dive. I took a shot, took a chance, and 'fessed up to the unfortunate, unrequited feelings I was having for a dude friend of mine. He, well, didn't feel the same way, but he thinks I'm an alright person and a good friend. It still feels bad. I still feel a little bit dumb and embarrassed but it's not like he's creeped out or put off by my confession. In fact, he said he'd sort of figured as much.
This weird, unexplainable sadness, really best phrased as feeling 'down', isn't exactly going to go away though.
It's sort of like falling. When you're younger and softer when you fall it hurts a lot and you cry and someone eventually t